Lisa Bellini

An Indigo Elder - My Period of Awakening

Hi Everyone.

I am a 44-year-old Indigo Elder raising a 17-year-old Indigo teen.

There have been many times in my life when I have felt the urge to write. I first began to write when I was 17. Back then, when I had no one to talk to, I would write to God. But after enduring back surgery, RSD and excruciating pain, I could not even do this anymore. I literally became a hostage in my own home. And I became a hostage in my own mind.

For those 3 years I lived in my mind, on memories. I remembered my whole life. I remembered from when I was only 2 -- all the way to the present. There where days when I would also consider my future, and the prospects were not good.

For 3 years, all I did was cry in bed. I really had no one to talk to. My husband, Ray, stayed with me, thank God, and took care of me, and my child also did whatever he could. I had taken care of them for so many years, and now they had to take care of me.

There were days when I had to go to the doctor, or when I would go to visit a family member, and I would start shaking 3 days before I even went out the door. I could not handle going outside. I could not handle going to the store. I could not handle life anymore.

I would remember everything -- all of the decisions I had ever made, and all of my choices. I questioned everything. I had battle after battle with my family, but no one really understood how I felt. Moreover, I felt no one even cared.

The only way a day would be a good one was if someone called for help. For the 15 years prior to this RSD, I had given readings, and I had helped others. And when those people called on me for help, even after my illness, I would feel alive again.

Then, in the beginning of 2005, I began to remember all of my spiritual experiences -- the out-of-body experiences, the prophetic dreams, and everything I saw and heard.

One Sunday morning it seemed like everything came together for me.

I had a dream that one of my invisible guides had a royal blue candle. The candle was lit, and he was pouring the dripping wax on my hands and wrists.

When I woke up, I asked my husband if it had been him pouring the wax. When he said no, I knew who had been in my dream.

That same morning Ray asked me to write out a check. At first I told him "You know my hands hurt." But he insisted, so I wrote the check. I then realized that my hands were not in pain!

For the first time in years I began to write, and I was amazed. I wrote page after page. This was the beginning of a full recovery...

All my life I have had spiritual gifts, and all my life I have felt different. I have never felt as though I belonged here.

I have had many prophetic dreams that would give me the same kind of information. I have seen the spirits, and I have seen the angels. I could smell, feel and hear them.

And I have always had psychic experiences.  For instance, once, as we were watching TV and talking about science and spirituality, I saw, with my waking eyes, a galaxy out of the left side of my left eye. This vision stayed with me for days. It was like looking at the galaxy from the movie Men In Black. It was so beautiful.

On another occasion, we watched as the Pope released doves to mark some special occasion, but the doves did not want to leave him. I felt inside that the Pope would not be around for much longer. I told this to Ray. When we heard that the Pope had passed on, we felt it was something we already knew.

Then I heard about the Indigo Children.

One morning I went to have my aura picture taken, and my aura was indigo with two violet circles -- one on each shoulder. And I had a figure 8 going across my chest! I didn't realize it then, after the picture was taken, but I did put it together a couple of months later. I then realized that I am an Indigo Adult.

Since then, I have seen segments on the Indigo Children. I have read online, and even helped online. I have come to realize that people who were giving out information about the Indigos were really not Indigo themselves. Although they worked with the Indigo children, because of lack of personal experience, they have had to make assumptions about what it is like to be indigo.

For instance, they stated that we (the Indigos) feel as if we belong to the world. However, like many others, (those who live with Indigo Energy), we don't feel as if we belong here at all. I can even add that we don't even want to be here. As a matter of fact, so many of us feel a sense of distance from within our own families, and many of us don't feel as if we are even part of our own family. We really feel more like the black sheep of the family.

Anyway, the media seems to be targeting the children. So I began to wonder: How do you get accurate information by questioning a 10-year-old?  A child doesn't know what is to come -- they don't know how to describe their experiences, nor can they interpret when or how experiences will happen.

Another piece of misinformation is that these children came into the world in the 1970's. I knew this also was not true. Once my eyes were open, I began to see the problems the kids were having, not just in America but all over the world, and I saw my own son's difficulty with schools. I also remembered the problems I had in school.

In my role as advocate for the kids, I have spoken at public schools across New Jersey. I have conducted lectures and had hosted gatherings. I have been a guest speaker on a Radio show, and I have been interviewed by a magazine from Milan, Italy. I also write articles for www.parentingtips.co.za.

At the end of one of my lectures, a child told his mother, "Mom, it's as if she knows me inside -- the real me, deep inside."

Now you can see why I do what I do. I am able to bring understanding to a child, and I help them to know that they are not alone. There are also others in the world who know what these kids are going through. But... the labels need to stop.

Throughout the years, I have remembered and created a new powerful energy healing technique. I have been teaching and certifying others in this technique, and helping Indigo Adults to awaken and take back their power.

The people who take these certification classes do not want to see the classes end!  The love is coming. As I see it, we now will even begin a crystal share, just like so many Reiki practiitoners do.

I will also travel around the country teaching this new technique, and I will form Indigo Gatherings. I am determined to help the kids in any way I can, and I want to make sure we Indigos accomplish what we have come here to do.

We Indigos are old souls, and we are multi-dimensional souls. We are here to make this planet a better place to live. And we are here to evolve.

We all know that the current educational system does not necessarily work, and Indigos don't really learn the same way most people do. Indigos tend to learn by seeing, hearing and doing. And because of that, we're put on drugs. Why? Just because we learn differently?

Indigo kids can best be helped by those of us who carry the same energy. I, and so many others, have lived a life of battle after battle.

I not only survived my awakening period, but I am now helping others to go through theirs.

If anyone wants information about the technique I have developed, and also where I do gatherings, please feel free to email me at lisa.bellini@gmail.com. I will be happy to answer your questions.

We adults need to help our kids. I ask that you please help me to help them.

In loving grace,
Lisa Bellini